What??

Sometimes, it's not up to us to decide whether this should go right or this should go wrong. Many things in life is decided. Maybe I am wrong, but it doesn't change the fact that I'm already giving up. I took u into my family tree, wanting you to be part of my family... But things changes, I can no long give u the promises I made earlier. I told u to stay calm, but things aint gonna get better by just keeping quiet. We ignore it now, things will be fine. But the same problem will resurface again in the near future. I guess, we've been pushing it way to far. And it's time that we talk it out...

Forgive me for my decisions.

Time Traveler's Wife

It's a Friday night people..!! Awesome day for a movie. P and me went out to Parra for Time Traveler's Wife. It is a MUST watch show. It's so touching, something different from other movies. It's not those happy ending movies, it's a sad but happy ending. Hard to explain, but please please please go watch it. It's really awesome. Starting of the movie is a bit boring, but stay on people... The best part always come last. After movie, ice-cream time.... =)

AWESOME..!!

P promoting herself, i guess?? XD

Promoting Cheese & Onion Crinkle Cut Chips..

After movie..

My awesome-ness FISH BOWL STRAWBERRY SANITY..!!!

2 scoop Strawberry Ice Cream

2 scoop Chocolate Ice Cream

Awesome-ness choco flakes 

& Choco waffer...!!!

American Fries (with cheese and crispy bacon strips, not forgetting shallots)

There goes our Friday night... =)

Happy 19th Month Anniversary Baby

Happy 19th Month Anniversary Piggie..!!!

Mandy..?

You wrote me this, you told me how tired you are. I'm sorry... Things can never turn back, please forgive my innocence and my stubbornness. I guess it's time we think thoroughly about what we want in the future. 'Sorry' is the only thing I can say....

(I just viewed all picture from ur friendster. Every single moment u will capture down. Even in my blog, most of the moment u are really happy when u having videocall with me. I really wish to have the moment back. the Mandy.the only girl i wish to be with together.

Sorry being mean to you. I am tell u the truth now. recently when we argued, i really feel tiring. I feeling to giveup. i have the feel to say , lets break. But i never, cause i dun want to end our relation like that. )

Sorry that I made you feel this way. I guess things aint the same anymore. Have you noticed that you're finally tired of me? I dont know any better way to make us feel better. Thanks for being so honest. I guess I am really not the same me anymore. Not the Mandy you know anymore. I cant deny the fact that I am afraid. I'm too afraid to think about the future. Because I dont see your existence in my future  anymore. Your presence in my future is gradually fading. There isnt any easier way out. I loved you, I really do. But distance has made me feel numb. I dont know how to show you that I care anymore. I dont know how to word those feelings out anymore. I really  dont know how far can we go. But there's something I'm definitely sure of, I never thought of leaving you at this moment. Please hold on to your words for another 6 weeks, because i know i would, if you wanted to.... I'm sorry, I guess we're really tired of LDR already. 

如果分离是唯一的解脱 

最後的话我来说

如果永远你不必再难过 

遗憾让我来过

就算过去的回忆太脆弱 

连未来也没有我 爱著你 

仍是我的执著

R-A-N-D-O-M...

After 2 weeks of school, finally I got myself back together... 

Random....

Got nothing much to blog lately. 

Night people..!!

Back to school...

As I always say... Time passes really fast. School will reopen tomorrow and things will be quite tiring and busy for me. I guess this is not a bad thing though. At least time can past even faster when you're busy. =D 

Well.... I'm not one of those who are pretty excited about school, but I'm definately a very vain person. Have fun people. This term is pretty short. Only 9 weeks babe..!! 

Happy 'Schooling', Everyone..!!

Upside Down ??

Today seems like a bad day.. Too many things happen at once. And i dont know how to word it out. I din want to sleep at night. I din know what i can do. I went to play barbie. Barbie reminds me of my childhood. Those happy days where you have to worry nothing but just how to dress up our lovey Barbie. When we're young we wish time could pass faster, so we could grow up quicker. But now that we're all grown up, we wish that time could turn back. How ironic can that be?? Within seconds, my life just turned upside down. From very happy moment, laughing my arse off with friends, to a doomed day, just in seconds. I dont know if I should be determined on what I am doing. I have no sense of direction in life anymore. I doubt on every step I make. Wondering if this very next step i make would cause harm to how many people i loved, or is this step gonna brighten up their day...?? I dont know anymore. I used to be so sure of what I am doing, but this time i failed in fate's hand. Fate and destiny had brought me here today. I tried resisting them, but failed. I'm tired now, tired of falling again, because I dont know if I still have the ability to stand up again....

李玖哲 再见

电话还在响我有些心慌

熟悉的号码在挣扎

故作的坚强虚伪的力量

撑过这一刻更悲伤

没接的电话是一种惩罚

不该想却割舍不下

如果再见我你能说什么

说爱我或只是寂寞

原谅我冷漠选择不联络

因为我担心你会听见我

还那么难过

短讯声在响凌晨两点半

惊醒的房里更孤单

一句睡了吗像你的习惯

这夜晚为你而混乱

因为对你我连再见都

说不出口

我想你能懂爱还在心中